everything so real and so true
deepening embers of a mislaid fire
fingers of thought stoking the fear
should the burning building collapse
the prints of my soul will be bared
the moon's essence permeates the shadows
sweeping aurora encasing the fragile soul of me
everything and everyone leading to wrath and disaster
tombs of the past open into treasures of the future
a caged soul will have no heart
where i go the plethora of 'what if's' follow
plodding along the vestiges of my ruined childhood
of great and honorable nothings will i be praised
nonsensical nothingness falls from me
leaving the core of what fills me
the brilliantl
a wall in space
jagged lace
spit in your face
close the case
nothing gets done
where's the pun?
aren't having fun?
eulogy being sung
realization
revelation
negation
degradation
death in the house
quiet as a mouse
black in his shrouds
death is in the house
from deep within the well of me
comes a gushing of feeling
not felt for an eternity of time
i'm confused by the lights
reflecting all around me
and i'm afraid of being thrown back
flickering blue and green
pieces of me float around the
liquid that surounds me
floating and falling again
a roller coastre that i've been on before
the tightness in my heart
tells me that this is right
a feeling so right that it hurts
to let go... i wonder sometimes
at what he really feels
and if he's really so much like me
looking for the same
and feeling the same odd things
a lonely pulsing rhythm wreathing itself tighter around my neck
it gets harder to control, it's hard to control anything anymore
trying to fit into a world where i don't belong
screaming at the top of my lungs - giving my all
soulful sound that has no mind, no feeling
frustration, desparation, anything, i need inspiration
you can get lost inside your mind
listening, but not hearing, thinking, but not understanding
I need something to urge my heart to breathe
to inhale something spectacular
let my spirit take it all in, a rhythm, overpowering
a soulful sound that has no mind, no feeling
feeling trapped, defeated, tired, i need ins
hypnotized into seeing nothing
paralyzed by the immense fears i have
have I been wrong to close my eyes
to what was out there
was i right to strong for you
walking past the streets of my home
seeing the lightless eyes of a homeless man
the street carnival
that happens right outside
walking through my life
the blinders focused on nothing but myself
the stage is set for whatever happens
death is a part of life
i know that
what my eyes have seen
a madhouse society
hypnotized into seeing nothing
parayzed by m fears
I was wrong to let my eyes slip aside
to not see what was out there
you need your own strength for this
have i b
from deep within the well of me
comes a gushing of feeling
not felt for an eternity of time
i'm confused by the lights
reflecting all around me
and i'm afraid of being thrown back
flickering blue and green
pieces of me float around the
liquid that surounds me
floating and falling again
a roller coastre that i've been on before
the tightness in my heart
tells me that this is right
a feeling so right that it hurts
to let go... i wonder sometimes
at what he really feels
and if he's really so much like me
looking for the same
and feeling the same odd things
Current Residence: Tukwila Favourite genre of music: Epic Progressive Trance Favourite photographer: Ansel Adams Favourite style of art: Smooth, metalic and cool 2 the eyes... Operating System: WinXP MP3 player of choice: WinAMP Skin of choice: Alden - Blue Favourite cartoon character: Marvin the Martian Personal Quote: 'Release the shackles on your mind and find yourself free...'
Favourite Visual Artist
Salvador Dali
Favourite Movies
The Fifth Element
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Clannad
Favourite Writers
Melanie Rawn
Favourite Games
Bejeweled
Tools of the Trade
2 hands, Photoshop, Bryce, Poser, Maya, 3D studio max, and others depending on what mood i'm in...
Hey, I'm doing a DA Mosaic and I need hundreds of avatars, would I be able to use yours? All avatars used will be credited to the owner... The end result will look something like this [link]